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The Queen was not impressed by my recent #thriftshop find.

#Cat #Cats #Felines #CaturdayEveryday #Caturday

Arp Laszlo
Hi, Iโ€™m Arp! I got diagnosed with ADHD at 49, and now I'm trying to figure out what's me, what's masking, and just about everything else. I make comics (when imposter syndrome isn't striking) and write about life as a creative Indian-American. Iโ€™m self-taught, self-employed, and self-flagellating.

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zebisko in the house!
Finally found a pic of my all-time favorite #Halloween#costume: a Generic Bad Guy from a #1970s#Bollywood masala film! I was most definitely named ‘Zebisko’ (my favorite bad guy name, ever, from one of my favorite movies ‘Amar Akbar Anthony’), thrifted the green polyester jacket & red 70s tux shirt, and sadly did not grow the #fumanchu (it’s fake hair & spirit gum). I wish I still had that polyester jacket ๐Ÿ™ #FunFact: Masala films blend multiple genres into one movie: action, romance, comedy, drama, and – of course – musicals; the best were made in the late #70s and early #80s. #Films are usually 3h long so you get your money’s worth and there is literally something for everybody. Pointless sidenote: people wore #bellbottoms in India throughout the 80s, and as late as 1994 I met a guy in the Bombay airport who dressed like Neil Diamond from the 70s ...

photo credit patrick nagel capitol records vogue paris
Do I understand correctly that #PatrickNagelโ€™s style was based on tracing & stylizing photographs? I suppose theyโ€™re #remixes but it I canโ€™t help rolling my eyes ๐Ÿ™„ https://www.musictimes.com/articles/104220/20240610/duran-duran-original-rio-girl-found-after-42-years.htm Photo credits: Capitol Records, Vogue Paris

#adhd #auadhd #therapy
Tomorrow is Day 28 on #Vyvanse, and itโ€™s been a promising time. Not necessarily due to the Vyvanse, though itโ€™s better than #Adderall, #Concerta, or #Strattera for me. Definitely smoother and more โ€˜in the backgroundโ€™ than other #adhd meds (if they even worked for me), with the only downside being not being able to tolerate much #caffeine while itโ€™s active or I get far beyond jittery. More importantly, itโ€™s been 15 days since I spoke to a new therapist, after a 10 day emotional rollercoaster that was kicked off by a song I hadnโ€™t heard since childhood. I opened up to a therapist for the first time, after previously holding back the stuff I wanted to avoid with multiple therapists. But after the rollercoaster I was on, I just had to let it out. The day after this therapy session, 99% of my #brainfog disappeared, and my executive dysfunction vastly ...

Just realized that Iโ€™ve been able to #workout consistently because when I have the internal โ€˜Do I really want to work out todayโ€™ debate, I do it while feeding the animals. By the time theyโ€™ve got food & water, Iโ€™ve convinced myself to at least do a shorter workout. Today Iโ€™m up a bit late but Iโ€™m achy af due to a weekend of yard work. But I need a #mobility workout to feel better. #ADHD #ADHDTips

The grooves #Tinzo weaves and her selection are pitch perfect. I havenโ€™t wanted to dance in a club this bad in decades. #housemusic #barcelona

This is my favorite #quote from #JosephCampbell (and one of my favorite #quotes, period). It made me think much more deeply about #mythology and itsโ€™ purpose, as well as itsโ€™ relevance to life and humanity (and, of course, myself). Modern life is so distracting; itโ€™s hard to be truly connected with ourselves. Maybe mythology is a solution. People say that what weโ€™re all seeking is a meaning for life. I donโ€™t think thatโ€™s what weโ€™re really seeking. I think that what weโ€™re seeking is an experience of being alive, so that our life experiences on the purely physical plane will have resonances within our own innermost being and reality, so that we actually feel the rapture of being alive. Thatโ€™s what itโ€™s all finally about, and thatโ€™s what these clues help us to find within ourselves. Joseph Campbell #wisdom

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